Still Waiting

Monday, July 30, 2007

despite all the sms-es saying she'll meet us, she didnt.

zai zai. always disappoint me. everyone else in g6 felt the disappointment too, but cant understand why they can brush it off so easily.

yeah.. all of us are so rich and lucky that we can afford the chalet even when some started to withdraw from the chalet and we have to pay more. win liao. we pay for you okay. damn disappointed. although i keep telling myself tt i expected this liao, my heart kept feeling sad. well, i will expect nothing from you anymore, perhaps the best way is to stop asking you out. haha. then i dun need to face anymore disappointment from you. sentosa-cannot. chalet-can, cannot, can, cannot. CANNOT. play with my feelings very fun rite. sigh. but still thanks for coming to my birthday party.

nvm, i will learn from them. she will not make a difference to me anymore. i will start to learn that her presence will not affect me already. well, this is your choice. whatever. told you long ago already. its ur choice!!

post-chalet:

went home and took a long nap. so tired! hmmm. the last day of chalet was quite fun, nerding all the way. though i kept losing. freak. anyway, we played till 4am b4 turning in! so bloody tired. glad that we managed to have fun by ourselves.

woke up from nap, packed the whole room cos my sisters was revamping the whole room. new table will be coming in soon. hehe.

taught tuition, missed the high school musical =( but borrowed disc! muahahaha... yay. so i can watch perhaps tonight.

today:
wake up and did hsework all the way till now, no time for homework man...cham liao. gab supposed to come today. told him no need come liao since i haven done any hw. yups.. den decided that we'll have dinner out today instead. was so happy cos i can eat my durian strudel and some dessert le. maybe can buy mochi on the way back. then we'll study tgth tmr instead and he'll have dinner at my hse. was so happy.

but soon after he said he wanna stay at home teach his sister... and tmr he'll have dinner at my hse. dining out will come later. sigh. got a feeling it'll come much much much later. SO SIANED. freak.

have many problems on my hand now, cant find any solution.

end of the year is coming soon. i hope to have a chalet and have fun before christmas comes. but if we are going to have a chalet, we must book now cos sure alot of pple book one! in the end we cant book those cheap ones den some ppl will not come again. and this made me think of wad happened 2 days back, and my heart tells me, "they're not worth it. don't bother making effort for them already."

-when are you coming back? ;